Amy's so called life

So the past couple of day's I've been thinking about this and it's bothering me. so in the year of 2012 I have lost my job, lost all health insurance, filed for unemployment & food stamps,part time job as a crossing guard for the city of Provo, while doing that got a massive cold that has lasted two & 1/2 weeks, I ran out of all medications and can't get more without insurance, put my husband Ian through the ringer because of running out of anti- depressants. Trust me it hasn't been fun for me either because of having to deal with all of this junk. To really top it off I feel like my family thinks I'm a bum because I'm working part time and bumming off of the government for unemployment,not working at a real job I feel like I am ready to go into the mental institution because I don't think I can mentally Handel the stress from my own depression (which SUCKS)and to get bashed by loved ones. makes me really feel like I don't belong here on this...

So for the past TWO weeks I have had the worst cold I have in my adult life. To tell you the truth I don't like it on bit because I have had the fallowing: runny nose, stuffy nose, dry/wet cough, sore torso from coughing so much sore neck and multiple headaches, hot/cold flashes, crankiness beyond belief! I don't like it one bit because I have never felt to yucky for so long in my life. I wouldn't wish this on anybody ever in any lifetime.

So I have to say I have a part time job bing a crossing guard and I have to say I like it and I found this picture and I thought it was AWSOME!!!!! words can't describe the funniness of this picture. all I can say is ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I've been thinking about this, I know probably arn't supose to but... it just makes me wonder. so I was looking at the stars recently and it made me think if there's other worlds out there, it makes me wonder if I was sent to the wrong world because I'm so diffrent from everybody else no matter where I go. I'm always diffrent from everybody else and it sometimes bothers me because I'm so diffrent. I know it's good to be diffrent becsuse it givs me individuality but I'm so diffrent it just makes me wonder what it's like in othr worlds and if I would fit in better there and I wouldn't feel so diffrent. also what I would be like on that other world snd what it would be like, if I would be happy, sucsessful with alot of things being at the right place at the right time, and alot of other things it just makes me wonder about being on another planet and if I would just fit in better there.

I have to say ever since I married Ian he has been so good to me and I have to say we make a great pair and I have to say I LOVE IT we rarly get into fights and we are both so layed back we work things out pritty good.

just some pic'sof what has happened ofer the past couple of months