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update on the virge of breakdown

so i read my last blog and i have to say that i work Mon-Fri. not Thurs. i work 5 days a week. but today has been the first day of having the four day weekend and what a day I've had a migraine all day i have to say couldn't time that more perfect to have a migraine on my scheduled day off. i would rather have the day off and have a migraine and suffer at home instead of having 5 people saying my name every 5 sec. wanting to use the bathroom, needing a drink, helping them move from one seat to the next, turning down the radio because of it being turned up to loud every 5-10 min., takeing sacks off of sandwiches for them, opening drinks, pudding, applesause cups, then taking people to the bathroom again for the 10th time during the 2 of the 4 hours that they are there. i love having the day off and only worry about myself!!! that sounds so egocentric but sometime you have to be that way and right now I'm feeling very egocentric.

so tired all the time

so lately more like the past two weeks while at work I've been feeling so tired, exhausted, on edge, run down, and ready to give up. The thing that i don't get is why I'm feeling so frustrated all over nothing. i don't know why because i work with a bunch of great people and they are so easy to help out and take care of and allot of times I'm ready to yell at all of them when they have done nothing wrong. i don't want to quit because i have the best schedule in ever i work Mon.- Thurs. 8 am to 4 pm, have weekends off and have major holidays off. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!?!?!?!?!? SO FRUSTRATING i was talking with a co-worker and she suggested having a 4 day weekend and i thought to myself why didn't i think of that? duh, so i requested it off but now i have to wait two weeks til it i have it all off, i hope i don't get fired or quit before that happens. i have also notice that I'm slipping in paper work, common since, helping my individuals out with ...