Amy's so called life

This is me attempting to take a pictire of myself with Old Faithful in the background but as you can tell didn't work as well as I hoped but it was still fun to take the picture. don't I look proud or what!!

what a trip! even though it was three days it was still fun!! you couldn't pick a better day. the weather was great for snowmobiling. now on the bus was a diffrent story, we get .09 mile to where we were going and there was a semi across the road and it didn't help that it was snowing like crazy! but of corse we made it just fine we were some lucky people because they closed the road down after us so nobody could go on the road because of it snowing so bad. but I haven't laughed so hard in a long time just ask Cindy, David, Alan, Rachel,and Jim they know why. but I have to say everybody laughed just as hard, we had that good of a time. well concitering we were up till 1:30 A.M. laughing at each other playing games.

well I'm still in school and liking it. I'm exited for this weekend, because I'm going snowmobiling with my family in Yellowstone!! I have to say Yellowstone has a special place in my heart, well concitering that I had to go through it every time I had to get to the cabin when I lived in Jackson Hole. the trafic was and probably still terable druing the day now just with snowmobile's I'd rather travel at night but you have the animals like moose, dear, bison to worry about hitting the car, with me through the windshild. so far so good nothing has happened!!!

so all that are related to me know that you posably got an e-mail from Aunt Diane inviting all of us to join a little thing to better ourselfs, I've decided to take that challange and so far I'm doing ok, I know I can do better but knowing the my direct family we tend to wait til the last sec. to do something/anything and then "pull it out of our buts" when that time comes when we were supose to have it done yesterday!! but I'm hoping to loose the weight and keep it off because I've been doing some yo-yoing for the past coulpe of months with my weight. I'm wanting to be healthy by the time summer comes around.

so I went to a friends house for the new years and they had beer there I wasn't that interested in that but to see a friend of mine get drunk was sad to see how dependant on us other people to help her get around because she was so "wasted" and to see that in order to "relax" was to get drunk. it was a big eye opener/reminder for me that beer is not an answer to any problems because I have seen it in the past, I just needed to see that again as a reminder. Also going into the medical profession helps allot to see how the body works and what helps the body "deteriorate faster" to make you look older than you look what a way to bring in the new year huh hope your was better than mine.

so I've been looking over my blogs and boy oh boy I've decided to have a change of attitude especially for the new year, DAM IT ALL THIS IS GOING TO BE ONE HELL OF A YEAR!!!!!

Well I'm officially done with school for a while the only time I'll get a break for the whole year so might as well enjoy it while I can!! So I haven't herd from Matt and I'm not really planing to for the rest of my life. just a little update on that aspect I'm doing my best to keep a positive attitude on relationships and all that "junk" it doesn't help when you see two of your classmates kind of being physically intimate it just makes me want to do allot of things but I keep to myself until I get home then I just break down and ???? with seeing them being close it hurts allot but I know it's not my place to say anything so I don't. Obviously I'm not over the whole thing of having my "boyfriend" leaving and then not really.......well come to think there was a whole lot of other things but in the long run, I've figured He just wasn't that into me, it hurts. Hence that's why I'm just trying to have a better attitude...