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how powerful dreams can be

so my family knows that I'm a big dreamer meaning that I have dreams every night. all growing up and to this day I have dreams! well last night I had a dream and I had an epiphany or more like a realization while I had this dream that ever scenes I have had this job my quality of life has gone down hill and fast. and what I mean by this is that within a year of having this job my health has gone down hill, my attitude about things have changed dramatically and my house is a total wreck. among allot of other aspects in my life. I didn't really acknowledge this til just last night when in my dream the program director called me into his office and confronted me on allot of things that I did and almost loosing my job they would give me one last chance to do my things right and if I flub up one more time I have no job. that scared the living daylights out of me because just the day before I had a miscommunication with the assistant manager with some things and the manager came an...

baseball junkie

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For all of you that read this I'm a big sucker for baseball and baseball season is on it's way of being in full swing. so far I've only watched one game on T.V. with the Yankees and the Red Socks, I don't know who won I was at work so that's my lame excuse of not finishing the game. what's really sad is that I have a doorbell ringer that can change tunes and I switched the tune to "Take me out to the ball game"

what a day

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so I go to work and I have a bad feeling and I was right somthing happened I had a plastic gun thrown at my head and I ended up with three staples in my head!!! and then my supervisor made me stay and finish my shift!! and he was mad that he had to come back and cover for a couple of hrs while I went to the hospial. I'm talking to the head guy and telling him what happened.

new friends in dreams

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so I know my mom will love this and she knows why. so I had a dream the other night and that I became friends with Ellen DeGenres (I think that's how you spell her last name) And Vin Desiel and I hung out with them all the time and had the privlage to go to there houses well I even helped Vin go apt. shoping and the place was huge!!! well this one day I went to go visit Vin and outside his apt bulding is a park and I was walking across the park and it seemed that everybody that I ever knew in my life was in that park and they all wanted to sit and chat with me and know all the gory details of my life and what I was up to and I didn't want to I felt like I moved on with my life and had new friends and I felt like nobody wanted me to move on to be with my new friends not thats bad but I felt like I was so held back and that I couldn't move on with my life. talk about frustating!!!!! but who wouldn't want to be friends with Ellen Degeners somebody who can make you laug...

four eyes

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so another thing of getting old I just don't have reg. glasses they are bi-focals how lucky am I????

My Vegas trip

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so I have been so busy with things that I forgot that I have this and so scence today I have time might as well post somthing. so the begining of this month I went to Las Vegas with my Dad,Jolyn, and Bethany for a couple of days and it was fun and intresting so here are some pictures of what we did. but of corse we did a lot of walking nothing new.

the joys of getting old

so everybody has herd the saying from Steve Young that "if your not married by the age of 25-30 your a menace to society" well I'm expired!!! by a long shot. well ever scence I turned 30 I seriouly have felt like an old woman. I have seen 18 yr old girls or women walking around with babies and I wish I could be 18 again and change so many things so I wouldn't end up as an "old maid or the crazy CAT LADY". might as well be that crazy cat lady from the Simpsons who was a sucessfull lawer then just one day snaped and ended up as a bum on the street and had a tons of cats. well it looks like I'm on my way to snaping I have two cats already and adopted a stray. Also ever scence I've turned 30 I've had health problems and going to the dr. is not fun anymore. it has given me a reason to snap along with MANY, MANY, MANY other things of why I could "snap" don't get me wrong I think I've had a good life and having the opertunity to t...