YAH FOR ME (do I sound self absorbed/spoiled or what)

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So last night I was hanging out with my Sis. and I missed a call on my home phone. I got a message from the Dr.'s saying that I'm not a diseased freak!!! well not using those words. it's high cholesterol manifesting itself through my liver HOW GREAT IT THAT! Personally I would rather have high cholesterol and get it down by eating better and getting healthy than a disease that can't be treated, or reversed through kemo. And being doomed to die in 6 months or less. I know that there are people that are like that out in the world, I feel bad for them and wish them the best.

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