This is my life, what I have made of it, and what it has become.
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so the other night I woke up at a very insaine time in the morning and couldn't fall back asleep so I decided to get up and take some pictures at a park and here are some of them, it's not much. but right when I wanted to take more pictures a big group of people came out of nowhere and started walking around and started to warm up for yoga and so I ran away! the reason why is I would have scared them by the way I looked, like a HOBO! because I just happened to throw on whatever clothes I could find and my hair was matted down on one side of my head and spiked up on the other side and it looked pretty nasty because I used moose the day before so my hair didn't look pritty. to top it off I had my sunglasses on so I just looked scarry like a hobo. the funny thing is that I had flip flops on and decided to cut across the grass not thinking that the grass was wet and cold so trying to see a person of my size run is not pritty also my pants were getting wet because the pants that I had on were to long and that made my feet wet and even colder so I tryed to move faster and that is not good at all but finally I was able to get back to my car and drive away felling like an idiot.
Hey! Girl! Remember ME!?! I have been having dreams about your family. When i woke up this morning with another dream i told myself that i had to find you. So, here i am:) i hope that you are all doing well. i want to hear all about you and what is going on in your life and how the rest of the family is doing. please email me and we can catch up. remember i love you all and i have been thinking about you. love ya, your friend forever kim -kimbergaston@hotmail.com
I figured if anybody reads this that's great if not that's OK too, but I wanted to update this Blog Spot and my life from depression, despair and sorrow to happiness, full of life and happiness. I want to have a better outlook in life even if it has taken me 40 years to see that and that's OK. I think the reason why is because I finally am in a place where I'm actually happy and I'm moving forward in my life and I don't have anybody or anything holding me back, I'm exited! especially with the new year coming up might as well start everything fresh with the new year of 2018!
I know this might sound like some saga of the locker/restroom at the rec center in Provo but today I went back into the women's locker/restroom to face my demons/fears or whatever you what to call it and I did very well. I had no bad feelings or wanting to run out of the locker/bathroom screaming like a mad woman, hyperventilating, shaking like a leaf on a windy day. I had a very positive experience and I liked it. when I was backtracking through the locker/restroom a thought came to my head that the Holy Ghost had a part in this even though it may sound twisted and weird because I've told other people about this experience about this and they have mentioned that it could be the Holy Ghost prompting me to get out before it did happen and if I did stay in there if it would have happened and that's why I had been shaken to my "core" and left ASAP. but to today I felt so good and nothing "negative" happened which is good. yay!!!..................an...
Well I'm officially done with school for a while the only time I'll get a break for the whole year so might as well enjoy it while I can!! So I haven't herd from Matt and I'm not really planing to for the rest of my life. just a little update on that aspect I'm doing my best to keep a positive attitude on relationships and all that "junk" it doesn't help when you see two of your classmates kind of being physically intimate it just makes me want to do allot of things but I keep to myself until I get home then I just break down and ???? with seeing them being close it hurts allot but I know it's not my place to say anything so I don't. Obviously I'm not over the whole thing of having my "boyfriend" leaving and then not really.......well come to think there was a whole lot of other things but in the long run, I've figured He just wasn't that into me, it hurts. Hence that's why I'm just trying to have a better attitude...
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remember i love you all and i have been thinking about you.
love ya, your friend forever
kim -kimbergaston@hotmail.com