This is my life, what I have made of it, and what it has become.
hair I HATE I mean love my hair
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so the night of or I should say the morning of the BBQ I noticed that some of the extensions were falling out and so I put my hair into a ponytail and then that evening they were still threatening to fall out then when Ian took me home I started taking out the ponytail and there went half of the extensions so I had to take them out and by the time I had to take them out it was like 4 in the morning so I couldn't really do anything and I've had issues with them before so I just let them go I was going to burn them as a ways of saying see ya latter sucka but didn't want to hear the screams of the extensions because I feel like it was an entity of it's own so I just threw it away so it could roam in some dump some were and reek some other havoc somewhere else
I figured if anybody reads this that's great if not that's OK too, but I wanted to update this Blog Spot and my life from depression, despair and sorrow to happiness, full of life and happiness. I want to have a better outlook in life even if it has taken me 40 years to see that and that's OK. I think the reason why is because I finally am in a place where I'm actually happy and I'm moving forward in my life and I don't have anybody or anything holding me back, I'm exited! especially with the new year coming up might as well start everything fresh with the new year of 2018!
Well I'm officially done with school for a while the only time I'll get a break for the whole year so might as well enjoy it while I can!! So I haven't herd from Matt and I'm not really planing to for the rest of my life. just a little update on that aspect I'm doing my best to keep a positive attitude on relationships and all that "junk" it doesn't help when you see two of your classmates kind of being physically intimate it just makes me want to do allot of things but I keep to myself until I get home then I just break down and ???? with seeing them being close it hurts allot but I know it's not my place to say anything so I don't. Obviously I'm not over the whole thing of having my "boyfriend" leaving and then not really.......well come to think there was a whole lot of other things but in the long run, I've figured He just wasn't that into me, it hurts. Hence that's why I'm just trying to have a better attitude...
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