Feeling so scary ugly in so many ways

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So how I feel as a person and how I treat people are pretty close and it's not pretty I don't think because of how I handle situations, talk to loved ones, treat myself, etc. I feel so ugly inside and out and the only person I blame is myself. I know I have become mentally ugly as well, the best pictures I could find that could come close to how I feel are these:

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Rita DeBry said…
Amy, we all love you so much. When i hear your name and think of you these are not the images that come to my mind at all! I think of someone loving, sweet, funny and genuine. You are one of my favorite nieces and I think you are wonderful! Rita
April 13, 2014 at 4:33 PM
The homestead said…
Amy you are a wonderful person. Whenever you feel bad about yourself you need to pull out your patriarchal blessing and read what a special person you are to your Heavenly father. He knows you and loves you as do all the rest of us!
April 13, 2014 at 9:19 PM
Ernstfamilyfun said…
Amy- these thoughts are from Satan. Do not listen to him. Heavenly Father does not want you to feel this way. You are beautiful. Turn to Him and let Him love you like he wants to. We love you!
April 17, 2014 at 7:40 AM
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