I have decided that I don't ever want to have kids in this life or in the next life because I have decided that I am by what other people's standards a "child molester" overbearing, to rough, yell at them for no reason what-so-ever horrible person to be around with kids so I have self diagnosed that I'm not a great person to be around with kids because I am inappropriate around them in any and every way possible.
Would you choose differently if you could choose your occupation again? Why? How? Any advice? I have been thinking allot about having a new occupation (don't get me wrong I love working as a crossing guard) I wish I could take all the experiences that I have had from the time I graduated from high school til now and condense them into Jr. high til about 20ish, I know that would be allot in a "short" life but I feel like I could have the life I have lead but add to it with an education while still young. Don't get me wrong I don't regret my life at all I have learned allot from lifes lessons, it's not the "typical" Utah life but I would not trade what I have learned for anything. I would love to get an education in the highest degree posible and use it to the best way posible.
So the other day I was thinking about this and I have had it stuck in my head ever since. I think it's because I haven't lost the weight like I want to but I know I need to be patient with this diet, I have this diet & exercise journal and in the front of it there's questions that you answer and one of them is What is your body type? I put pear but the more I think of it the more I have convinced that I have a large marshmallow body, small marshmallow head, and tooth pick arms and legs. I tried on some smaller pants (size 20) and my legs fit but my body couldn't fit for the life of me (body is a size 26) so that's why I say that I have a marshmallow body with tooth pick limbs.
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