just a little update (sorry, just had a pitty party for a min.)

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So I have to say that reading other people's blogs is interesting. well plus a great way to get an update on their lives. well considering that I only have Kaylyn's and Briahna's blogs I really don't have anybody else's. I have to say that I'm jealous that Mindy got married and I'm struggling to find a boyfriend at the age of 30! don't worry I WILL STOP touching your kid with my white hands! even thought for some freak of nature reason why he likes me. don't worry I want to move out of this state ASAP when I graduate from school so you don't have to worry about me TOUCHING YOUR KID EVER! well I have other reasons why I want to move out of the state of Utah that's another novel I can write. I should become a writer.

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