This is my life, what I have made of it, and what it has become.
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went to the zoo the other day and had fun but Ian wasn't able to go so it wasn't as fun but we want to go together some time but here are some pictures and a video ov a monkey swinging around
I have decided that I don't ever want to have kids in this life or in the next life because I have decided that I am by what other people's standards a "child molester" overbearing, to rough, yell at them for no reason what-so-ever horrible person to be around with kids so I have self diagnosed that I'm not a great person to be around with kids because I am inappropriate around them in any and every way possible.
Would you choose differently if you could choose your occupation again? Why? How? Any advice? I have been thinking allot about having a new occupation (don't get me wrong I love working as a crossing guard) I wish I could take all the experiences that I have had from the time I graduated from high school til now and condense them into Jr. high til about 20ish, I know that would be allot in a "short" life but I feel like I could have the life I have lead but add to it with an education while still young. Don't get me wrong I don't regret my life at all I have learned allot from lifes lessons, it's not the "typical" Utah life but I would not trade what I have learned for anything. I would love to get an education in the highest degree posible and use it to the best way posible.
So I got the ENSIGN the other day and on the cover is a "single" girl. and on the bottom right hand corner of course the heading is about "singles." so I took it to work today and I read the "cover story" and it was/is EXACTLY HOW I FEEL AS A SINGLE PERSON IN UTAH!!! read the ENSIGN and you'll know what I'm talking about. especially how I've been feeling for the past couple of yrs. and just how frustrating it's been, but a nice reminder that I need to focus on becoming a better individual and working on my strengths/weaknesses a better friend, and not so much "obsessing" on why I haven't gotten married yet.
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