Amy's so called life

So the month of September has been interesting we were able to celibrate our first year of marrige and we both still love each other and have a deeper aprecation for each other, I have to say I love him more now then I did on the day I married him. I know our love will continue to grow. I would post pictures but I can't right now long story. But I have to say I LOVE BEING MARRIED!!!!!! I thought I was happy before boy was I wrong whenever I'm home by myself and Ian is gone I feel so lonely I don't like it I like having him around. it conforts me to know he's around.

this is what Ian and I did the first week of aug. and we loved it especially last month because last month was so hecktic and crazy but at least we were able to have fun on our vacation

these are just a few of the things we have done this month but this month has been so busy it's nice to have down time when ever we can get it. I don't think I've ever had such a busy month ever to top it off getting a cold to force me to have some real down time. I have to admit I love being sick to give me a break from this month.

So I go to work this morning and I had a certain song stuck in my head and it's been bugging me because I can't remember who sang it and what the title of that song is, but I feel like it just speaks to me because in the song she sings about when she dies to lay her on a bed of roses and she wants to have her body buried at dawn on a river. whenever I hear this song I think that's not a bad idea because it's different and I think of Cook City Montana and there is a river there that I would love to be buried there if I could and how much I love nature. That brings me to my next thing that I have been thinking about for quit some time about wither if I should get buried or if I should be cremated and then if I should have my ashes to be scattered over the Grand Tetons and Cook City because of having such good memories in both places and I Loved being there. with this blog I don't want to die it just makes me think about what I like to for when I do die because I don

So I got home the other day from work and it was a beautiful day & Ian sugested going up to Bridalveil falls and I was like heck ya let's go what ya waiting for lets go!?! but he needed to get dressed because it was his day off and was still in his pj's (wich I don't blame him I do the same thing on my days off stay in my pj's when I'm home) so an we decided to go an hr. later and I have to say it was so much fun going up there and just having fun!!!! we decided to walk on the paved trail that was there and we made a game of it, every park bench that we saw we had to sit on it even if it was bent in the middle and just have fun even though we ended up talking on the benches more than we did walking, we had so much fun enjoying each others company and seeing how many small dogs we could see. Later on we ended going to dinner and in the middle of dinner remembered there was a free dance at a senior center for older couples in the comunity so we ended going ther

so i read my last blog and i have to say that i work Mon-Fri. not Thurs. i work 5 days a week. but today has been the first day of having the four day weekend and what a day I've had a migraine all day i have to say couldn't time that more perfect to have a migraine on my scheduled day off. i would rather have the day off and have a migraine and suffer at home instead of having 5 people saying my name every 5 sec. wanting to use the bathroom, needing a drink, helping them move from one seat to the next, turning down the radio because of it being turned up to loud every 5-10 min., takeing sacks off of sandwiches for them, opening drinks, pudding, applesause cups, then taking people to the bathroom again for the 10th time during the 2 of the 4 hours that they are there. i love having the day off and only worry about myself!!! that sounds so egocentric but sometime you have to be that way and right now I'm feeling very egocentric.

so lately more like the past two weeks while at work I've been feeling so tired, exhausted, on edge, run down, and ready to give up. The thing that i don't get is why I'm feeling so frustrated all over nothing. i don't know why because i work with a bunch of great people and they are so easy to help out and take care of and allot of times I'm ready to yell at all of them when they have done nothing wrong. i don't want to quit because i have the best schedule in ever i work Mon.- Thurs. 8 am to 4 pm, have weekends off and have major holidays off. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!?!?!?!?!? SO FRUSTRATING i was talking with a co-worker and she suggested having a 4 day weekend and i thought to myself why didn't i think of that? duh, so i requested it off but now i have to wait two weeks til it i have it all off, i hope i don't get fired or quit before that happens. i have also notice that I'm slipping in paper work, common since, helping my individuals out with

So I was looking at my profile and I noticed a thing for a wish list, it made me think about my bucket list. I wanted to share some of the things that are on my bucket list. Some of them are: Some day get skinny (I am going to the gym and have a personal trainer to help kick my lazy butt into shape), hopefully have 2 kids and raise them to be decent people, own a dirt bike and not kill myself while driving it, take a trip to the state of Maine (because I've never been plus I can say I've been to Portland Maine), getting active in the church and staying active, etc... there are so many other things that I want to accomplish but if I post everything y'all might think I've lost my mind but if you hear about where somebody is coming from and why they chose that goal makes perfect since.

so a while back I was at my mom's house and I started looking through an avon book and saw some table topic questions and they looked interesting so I got some and I have to say that it is pretty fun to have questions to talk about like for insance Who is one of your heroes and why do they inspire you? I figured might as well put them in my car so whenever my husband and I go on a road trip we have something to talk about instead of.....you get the idea :)

so Ian and I have been busy with life and part of that has been going to allot of weddings ever since we meet we have been to 5 weddings (that's including our own) we have been together since November of 2010 it's crazy that both of us have never been to so many weddings in such a short amount of time and when I talk about weddings it's like both the ceremony and reception or the reception were both of us went to and we wonder how many more we are going to go to so might as well bring it on.

the one with me with the very short hair is when we were dating and the one with almost sholder lenth hair is when we are married. how fun is that!!!

Ian and I went to the Provo town mall for some good fun there was karaoke, people that danced for different nationalities, music for teens, face painting, eating contest, bouncy houses, balloon flowers and other fun things for balloons, food, and live bands we had allot of fun going this is the second yr of going but first time as a married couple.